Our actions matter. The manifestations of our thoughts and general states of mind mean something. To live in isolation and self imposed ignorance of this reality will lead to many a tragedy and will do more harm than good to those around us but to ourselves most especially. I have been extremely selfish in my approach to the world on numerous occasions. However when I sit down and attempt to vent and complain or seek solace I decide that life happens. I choose to view myself as a case study of mental development and not as a victim of circumstances. Its a weird realization to deal with really. Imagine knowing that breaking someones heart is an opportunity for you to have a piece of mind and perhaps grow into what you must become. This is the height of selfishness I believe but i also think its necessary. i will complete this thought later, all i need to block the pain right now is Loud music. I’m sorry guy.